I have slumbered...

...for more than 50 Moons.

Chaos has once again bombarded upon all of us.

Shall I slumber once again, or shall I take over to silence the war?

Yet, I still watch on...

The year is 2007.

And this year...

I am old.

16 years.

There are 2 new classes, Lambda has passed.

I am in a new class.

And the class goes by the name of Óigma.

4 Óigma.

A world of their own renegade souls.

And thus the torment and turmoil has already begun to pulsate within.

As for me.

I can only stand by and watch as they build their worlds into something constructive, no, destructive.

Gradually, all will turn against each other, and surely will follow their own ways.

Never forgiving one another.

Never grateful to one another.

And most probably, never able to be Faithful to one another again.

I stand here, and watch them destroy one another. Only their sheer will and power, selfish-ness and greed, pride and envy battles the bloody war, while all their love, all their happiness and joy, deters away along with their mourning souls and dying spirit.

I stand here, and observe the harmful acts of these wars, and I learn from them, I take them in as my own wounds and casualties, I learn what I must do and not in order to retain my sanity and voice, my heart now knows that I shouldn't have seen these wars, but my mind tells me that it is what must be done to be alive in this world.

And it is true.

I am still alive.

After slumbering for more than 50 Moons.

The war is everywhere now.

It surrounds me, pecking at me like the droplets of a leaking faucet, intimidating me, hurting me, destroying me.

I stand here, still, to ask myself, Shall I continue it like this until all is over, or shall I sacrifice as to relieve all of their pain and bloodshed, to end the war?

This war of discimination.

Politics.

Exile.

I shall.

I have sacrificed as to save the poor lost souls from theire destruction. And I shall.

For discrimination, Politics and Exile... all these are war itself.

I will have the unjust silenced, and the wrong corrected.

For this is the way of the ViatoretVenus.

4 PM - Sukiyaki (It's All Because Of You)

It's all because of you, I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away, now my life is just a rainy day
And I love you so, how much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely

Untouchable memories, seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here with me

Soft with love are my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone
I just don't know what to do

If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine once again
You'd be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be
'Cause you took your love away from me
Girl, I don't know what I did
To make you leave me
But what I do know
Is that since you've been gone
There's such an emptiness inside
I'm wishing you'd come back to me

If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine once again
You'd be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be
'Cause you took your love away from me

Oh, baby, you took your love away from me.

MUST DOWNLOAD THIS SONG!!! =P

Life in school has never been more stressing... but you've heard that one before. Ah well, its 2 more days to my 2nd Monthly's, about 1 more month to my Trials and 70+more days to the big one. Sigh. But I feel so... free! I can't study, can't read, can't write, can't listen to that out-of-breath teacher that has been trying to get the class to pay attention since the beginning of the lesson... but no, I can't concentrate, can't focus, can't push myself to do those things... I'm in... the lazy mood. LOL Its like a great disease among the Form 3s... evryones still having fun and so... not stressed over the exams. I guess thats good and bad in some ways.

Ah well, there hasn't been a day that wasn't riddled with homework and projects... Our time is so limited... and this is probably only one of the rare days that I get to blog on my Cacatan. Uh, well, ok maybe not. I go online everyday and it just that I Maple more than anything else on the computer now... bwahahah Maple.... can't get enough of it!!! Ahahah now that the 3rd job on Maple is out, finally, I started a new character last week, on Cassiopeia, and that character is a MAGICIAN!!!! BWAHAHAHA from the inspiration of the 3rd job,  found out that one of the jobs you can choose is... PRIEST. I was so stunned. Priest jobs are my speciality. We can heal ourselves and others as well, and most importantly are effective against undead monsters. I made up my mind the second I found out the job was available. Priest... that was like, my bloodline, my fate. And so, starting small, I trained day and night (especially night, cuz I work the nightshift, but most of you know that... ^^), and I'd say I'm makin some steady progress, after training for almost a week, I've made it to level 24. I never knew being a Magician could be so fun! However its gonna take me ages to reach Priest job... almost impossible as my buddies say. Level 70 is required for the 3rd job change, that is crazy, I know. But no matter what it takes, I'M GETTING THERE!!!!

Ah well, I better get back to Maple. It awaits me... Hope you people download the song up there, its nice! See ya round, hopefully in Maple! =D

Love,

ViatoretVenus

ALRIGHT

THIS IS A FACT

THE TRUTH

THE EVENT THAT CHANGED THE FACE OF SRI KL'S SPORTS HISTORY

"THIS YEAR

2006

HOUSE CHAMPION IS

BLUE HOUSE!!!!"

"WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"OMG OMG OMG"

"[screams and shouts]"

"[faints]"

"HOLY SHIIIIT!!!! WE ACTUALLY DID IT!!!! OMG WHOO AHH!!"

AFTER 10 YEARS, THOSE YEARS THAT YELLOW HOUSE HAD DOMINATED OVER, FINALLY ON THIS YEAR, 2006, BLUE HOUSE, YES, BLUE HOUSE, HAS ENDED THAT PERFECT AND TAINTLESS STREAK WITH OVER 1000 POINTS, AND ALL GLORY OF YELLOW HOUSE HAD PASSED OVER, MOVED ON, VANISHED!!! THE SECOND THAT ANNOUNCEMENT HAD ECHOED THOUGHOUT THE STADIUM, BLUE HOUSE ERUPTED WITH A WAVE OF SCREAMS AND SOBS AND, CHEERS AND JUMPS. THE RISING CHAMPIONS... HAVE RISEN.

AND AS FOR THE MARCHPAST...

WHO ELSE COULD KEEP LAST YEARS RECORD EXCEPT US? WE WON MARCHPAST TOO!!!! WHOOOOOOO!!!

BLUE HOUSE IS ALL THE HAPPENENING NOW... NO ELSE STOP US NOW... SRI KL HOLDS A NEW LEADER... BLUE HOUSE!!!

And now, for the bad news.

WE DIDN'T WIN CHEERLEADING?!?!?! NO OFFENSE BUT DARN U RED HSE!!!!

Damn We didn't get cheerleading... I think we were oni a runner-up or somthin... But ours was not that bad either!!! HELOOO??!? JUDGES?!?!?! U WERE HIGH ON THAT DAY OR SOMTHIN?!?!?! HUH?! Well, I admit, Red hse cheerleadiing was good, but ours was good too!

Oh and did you hear that sickening teacher that announced the wrong winner for Marchpast? Fuckin bitch man I should've thrown shoes at her. She said Yellow hse first, then Yellow was jumping for joy and Blue hse: "WhAT?!?!?! That's NOT POSSIBLE!!!!! [angry pouty faces]" Then that damned teacher said : Sorry, sorry, This year's marchpast champion goes to, ... BLUE HOUSE!!!! THEN we uumped for joy. But %($&^* man. Yellow house must've been so shattered. That fuckin bitch we should all throw shoes at her and show her how sorry she really is.

I should let Yellow, Green and red house that they put up a real good fight. You guys rocked out there. And Yellow marchpast, You practiced so hard at marching, the first sport practice, straightaway, I see you learning from your great captain and marching. You guys were great. You should know that! No, You guys ROCKED!!!! WHOO GO YELLOW HSE MARCHPAST!!!! NEVER GIVE UP!~!!!

AND OF COURSE, to our dear marchpast commander, Fong You, thanks too for being a great and fun captain this year. We'll miss you!!! And we can't wait for our drama play that ur gonna do!!! bwahahaha even though we know what ur gonna say already... heehee. You rocked too and danced lot in front of us. U still rocked and kept marchpast goin and thought of all the great formations.

FY you rock don't forget that! Oh and also thanks for not giving up on us in marching. Sorry I didn't help much or was being too playful. YOU SAVED MARCHPAST!!! YOU WON THE MARCHPAST CHAMPION OF 2006!!! YOU SHOWED ADRIAN LONG WHO'S THE BETTER CAPTAIN!!! YOU ROCK!!!

And also to other house marchpast, you guys put up a tiring challenge that I'll never forget... you guys made me practice day and night. Well, okay maybe not day and night, but you made me practice at least!!! (><)

BLUE HOUSE MARCHPAST MEMBERS, THANK YOU GUYS TOO!!!!

Oh, I gotts ta go now... THX U GUYS!! U ALL ROKK!!

Love,

ViatoretVenus

Jeez I must've been busy... Oh well... just posting an entry just to update... nothin much happenenin now cuz of the holls, boring as ever and I'm stuck at home. [Shivers] Ican't wait to get back to school and start doin somthin again. Well, actually, not realy. I just feel like nothin. I just feel like doin nothin, sayin nothin and thinkin nothin. Damn, boredom sure can change a person that effectively. Its like a bad drug... like a wet spoon of snow... jeez what am I saying... I haven't even tried drugs before.

Well, I'm gonna have an outing tomorrow with frens... another Sunway outting that is. Organized by the same ppl, invited the same ppl and goin to the same ol' places. Argh boredom is getting to me, or rather, gotten to me. Too much kills.... like drugs of course. Argh now I don't feel anything... like I'm just here, sound in body, but feels nothing like it. Argh what am I saying. Argh.

Oh well, this is what I'll have to say for now, so I'll bugger off and chat to ppl on Msn. See you if I'm still alive.

Love,

ViatoretVenus

Well you know the usual meanings of another post of a nonsensical and utterly riduculously calculated language that will make you sigh and say "get-on-with-it..."

As always, boredom comes back to pound its restless barefeet at my doorstep that leads to my mind. I'm on my mum's computer, knowing that I'm not allowed to use it without her permission, but my itchy lil stubs of fingers couldn't resist that gloss on the shiny silver laptop keyboard. And also, my oh-so Warcrafted and Mapled cdesktop that slouches itself in the corner of my room fails to connect to the WWW. I have a nice bowl of fudge ice-cream just beside the beautiful Mac, which is also smelling beautifully good and I'm tempted once more to have another bite, after this sentence.

Yum.

That was good.

The sky is cloudy and the soft shimmer of rainfall drizzles down on the rooftops and roadsides of the neighbourhood. Several noisy clang drops are heard from the drops of rain that trickle down from the highest roof that sheilds the first floor from hazards, rolls its way down to the end of the last roofsill, hangs dangerously just at the jagged tip of that piece of red concrete, still hoping for a second chance to survive until the rain is over and then to evaporate away into the air together with his other buddies, but no, the wind and gravity won't have that happen to him, instead the wind cruelly pushes in away from the rocky edge, into that grey murky other water that swims and infects those who dare come near it. The droplet is helpless as it falls into the gutter, hoping and [raying that the wind will accidentally blow it further away so that it could at least fall into the deep rich soil of the garden, but no, it splits into a million other, but smaller, water particles that get diseased by the dust and grime in that metal thing.

Looks like the rain is gettin heavier.

I'm bored. Sweaty and sticky. Wanna break out.

Hm. It is gettin heavier.

Oh well. C ya in school.

Love,

ViatoretVenus

Patience and Interest! That's the thing. We lose these 2 along the way beacuse we get distracted by other great things, and the thing you are great at is left behind, and you are doing somthin that makes you feel better, somthin that makes you feel, you. You get so distracted until when you look back at the great thing you are good at, you are blinded by that distraction of a thing. Such unholy distraction it is too! That mother was right! Those things are the end of all humanity! But how do you expect us to go back, mother? We can't. Not really that is. So when we look back, or try to get back on track to the thing you were great at, you can't.

In the words of The Man Himself, "Think About It."

1. Numerals (great for those people who have trouble with Math)

• Bullets (got a gun for that?)

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